Weird one this morning

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OK Had a weird experience this morning that has shaken me up. I get up to walk the dog at 5am & I'm feeling in a fugue state. Usually the trucks give me a wide birth, this morning the first truck doesn't and I get an overwhelming sense of death & my mind starts racing - am I dead? I keep hearing over and over. Then I hear, "if I see the red lights I will know I'm dead." Not more than 30 seconds later red flashing lights start reflecting off the road sign, I realize it's an ambulance passing, and my heart races and I hear "I am dead! What do I do now?!" Then the fugue state lifted, but I can't help but think: 1. Somebody was dying in that ambulance, or had just died, 2. I was witnessing telepathically someone trying to come to terms with their death....IDK it was weird as all hell....any thoughts anyone? I said a prayer for whomever it was, and said go toward the light and you will find a happy place. Things that happen like this always make me feel a little crazy...and just yesterday I thought I was entering into what I call a 'dormancy' period...guess not...
 
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Years ago, Indigo, I started my health care career as an EMT/ Paramedic. What you are describing has happened to me before and yes, I believe you hooked into that soul speaking. Sometimes the soul can broadcast quite loudly! You did exactly the right thing....you said a prayer and "sent" them direction.

Dormant? Nope....you may have "quieter" times, but once open to these things you never go "dormant."
 
OK Had a weird experience this morning that has shaken me up. I get up to walk the dog at 5am & I'm feeling in a fugue state. Usually the trucks give me a wide birth, this morning the first truck doesn't and I get an overwhelming sense of death & my mind starts racing - am I dead? I keep hearing over and over. Then I hear, "if I see the red lights I will know I'm dead." Not more than 30 seconds later red flashing lights start reflecting off the road sign, I realize it's an ambulance passing, and my heart races and I hear "I am dead! What do I do now?!" Then the fugue state lifted, but I can't help but think: 1. Somebody was dying in that ambulance, or had just died, 2. I was witnessing telepathically someone trying to come to terms with their death....IDK it was weird as all hell....any thoughts anyone? I said a prayer for whomever it was, and said go toward the light and you will find a happy place. Things that happen like this always make me feel a little crazy...and just yesterday I thought I was entering into what I call a 'dormancy' period...guess not...

Do you think it's a precursor of your own death indigo , a warning to stay away from the trucks when you are walking the dog . Obviously you are very sensitive and intuitive , nonetheless you have someone , a guardian watching over you foretelling you to be careful and your attention should now be piqued in the weeks ahead . Events such as this should not be taken lightly and since your "being" entered a state of awareness I think you also picked up the Soul /Spirit energy in the ambulance which could be past or present which may very well be a drumming of the message " be careful" Majority of people see the body of someone dying or has died and nothing else and obviously they are shocked . You see this also and the difference between yourself and others is that you seem able to pick up on the Soul/Spirit frequency or vibrations , it could very well be that someone in the ambulance was beginning the cross over to return home and you picked up on this . Your experience this morning is very interesting , please be aware of your surroundings Indigo .
 
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Years ago, Indigo, I started my health care career as an EMT/ Paramedic. What you are describing has happened to me before and yes, I believe you hooked into that soul speaking. Sometimes the soul can broadcast quite loudly! You did exactly the right thing....you said a prayer and "sent" them direction.

Dormant? Nope....you may have "quieter" times, but once open to these things you never go "dormant."
Thanks for the solace Ma. Sometimes I feel schizophrenic or something (but know I'm not bc I question my mental health, whereas those poor folk tend not to).
 
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Do you think it's a precursor of your own death indigo , a warning to stay away from the trucks when you are walking the dog . Obviously you are very sensitive and intuitive , nonetheless you have someone , a guardian watching over you foretelling you to be careful and your attention should now be piqued in the weeks ahead . Events such as this should not be taken lightly and since your "being" entered a state of awareness I think you also picked up the Soul /Spirit energy in the ambulance which could be past or present which may very well be a drumming of the message " be careful" Majority of people see the body of someone dying or has died and nothing else and obviously they are shocked . You see this also and the difference between yourself and others is that you seem able to pick up on the Soul/Spirit frequency or vibrations , it could very well be that someone in the ambulance was beginning the cross over to return home and you picked up on this . Your experience this morning is very interesting , please be aware of your surroundings Indigo .
I sure hope no danger is coming, but it did make me even more aware on the rest of my walk...
 
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I sure hope no danger is coming, but it did make me even more aware on the rest of my walk...
I do agree with Dog that these things can often speak on two levels. I wouldn't panic about it, but I personally would be aware for a bit of my surroundings, as well. Don't fear incoming messages, Indigo. It's usually a good thing and the universe always guides when we allow it to do so.
 
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I do agree with Dog that these things can often speak on two levels. I wouldn't panic about it, but I personally would be aware for a bit of my surroundings, as well. Don't fear incoming messages, Indigo. It's usually a good thing and the universe always guides when we allow it to do so.
I'm in the company of some strong entities...ame so, even if out of my control, I at least know that if anything bad does befall me, I have these spirits that will 'catch me' as I fall.

I just wish I had better control over whatever it is that I am capable of sensing/doing, that it was more at will, instead of random & often shocking. That's why I was trying to improve my meditation but I got lazy..

I've also been trying to remove blocks on the energy, by accepting that I have something & so this new area is great for that, because I'm in a safe space where I can discuss these things & not live a closeted existence as I do 90% of the time...
 
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I'm in the company of some strong entities...ame so, even if out of my control, I at least know that if anything bad does befall me, I have these spirits that will 'catch me' as I fall.

I just wish I had better control over whatever it is that I am capable of sensing/doing, that it was more at will, instead of random & often shocking. That's why I was trying to improve my meditation but I got lazy..

I've also been trying to remove blocks on the energy, by accepting that I have something & so this new area is great for that, because I'm in a safe space where I can discuss these things & not live a closeted existence as I do 90% of the time...
That's exactly why it's here, Indigo. People need a safe place to talk about it. Most of us struggle through these things alone, and it's not necessary in this day and age. It took me a loooong time to just feel safe to come "out of the broom closet", so to speak.
 
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That's exactly why it's here, Indigo. People need a safe place to talk about it. Most of us struggle through these things alone, and it's not necessary in this day and age. It took me a loooong time to just feel safe to come "out of the broom closet", so to speak.
I've been with my husband for 8 years, but it wasn't until the last 1 that I finally started telling him! He said he already knew, and it's part of the reason he loves me. Now I tell him EVERYTHING. And that feels good. It's too bad that you have to worry about people being afraid, etc. Other than him, there's no one who hears all of it. The stories I could tell would have this thread run for ions.
 
I've been with my husband for 8 years, but it wasn't until the last 1 that I finally started telling him! He said he already knew, and it's part of the reason he loves me. Now I tell him EVERYTHING. And that feels good. It's too bad that you have to worry about people being afraid, etc. Other than him, there's no one who hears all of it. The stories I could tell would have this thread run for ions.
You just feel free to share at will! I would have to write a book.....lol!!!! And then they'd want to file it under fiction instead of non-fiction.......