I am sorry I have not been paying much attention to the forum and my dear friends here.. Family. I love you Jo and I will pray for you and I hope things continue to work for you. We need to remember the important people in our lives because when they are gone it is to late.The past 90days, my life has been turned upside-down...new responsibilities, increasing medical costs, (got their attention when I cancelled all future infusion appointments b/o $$$), and a darling daughter who, unfortunately, will not be returning to San Diego State.
Personally, I have been up and down and inside out with anxiety, physically and emotionally whipped.
I do not remember my dreams, but when my mother was dying, my father came to me one night and reassured me I was doing the right thing by Mum. It was very real, I could kinda smell it.
Sunday night, my Dad visited again. I have been unable to locate important papers for house and ownership. Frantic tearing open of boxes and containers yielded nothing. That night, he told me to go to a box of his Personal stuff; I remember arguing with him, that I had already checked that particular box.
Next morning, figuring I had nothing to lose, I opened the box and started pulling little boxes out and about 6in down, I came upon the very papers that were needed.
Now, the attorney is right on top of the issue, and I no longer feel lost and left out. This being a little more intense when one is an only child, and all "family" is Down Under!
This Forum is helping me get through this post-mortem rigmarole of details, details, details.
Plus, the assistance I have received, from the Other Side is amazing.
I feel such camararderie and goodwill here, when I need it; I say Thank You to PNF.
Bright Blessings to All.
Tonight a few of you have said how we all came here to be with each other. I have came home from work many times missing you all and I will never allow anyone to take that away from me.