I'm actually glad that people like you are out there cuz this bird is hiding in her nest if another one flies over. Your description of yourself reminds me of the lead character in Close Encounters....I can see you boarding the ship.It is strange how different people react when they come face to face with a UFO that totally removes them from the realm of possible fantasy. My experience was like your sons. I stopped got out of my truck and watched as this huge thing silently and slowly passed over me. My feeling was more shocked ecstasy than anything else. I had always wanted to see one and the reality was everything that I could have hoped for. I think that part of the difference was that when I was a kid my only ambition was to be an aeronautical engineer and to build the first space station. I have scrapbooks with all the newspaper clippings of the early space program. Unfortunately, after we went to the moon we turned our backs on space. Now we have to hitchhike with the Russians to even get a man into orbit. If that ship had come down and dropped a ramp I would have RUN aboard!!!
When I looked up at it I saw what we could have been. My mind went into overdrive trying to imagine what sort of system would allow something of that size to just hang there so majestically. Not a bit of sound. It moved so slowly and smoothly that it didn't even seem to disturb the air. Honestly, there are very few things that I fear. Some might even say that I don't have enough sense to be afraid. I'm the guy that spent the night in the haunted houses and considered graveyards at night to be a great place to go alone to sit and think. I'm not brave, Bravery is doing things even though you are afraid. When I was young I dealt with things and what survived didn't have room left for fear of things that might harm me physically. Yea though I should walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil...because I have been places that are much worse than that...