Bit of a long read, but I need some help with this and this is as summarized as I can make it...
I have always been able to pick up on...let's call it "energies", both in a paranormal and non-paranormal context. I wouldn't attribute it to anything psychic or clairvoyant because I don't think it's advanced enough to fall under those abilities (but then again I'm not too clued up on this branch of the paranormal).
I only really noticed this ability around 9 or 10 years old, shortly after my father passed away, but my family insist I have been able to do this well before that time (however they never believed it was anything paranormal until the haunting of 2010).
When my dad passed away, I'm sure it did trigger a series of paranormal events to take place (which I will share with you all in future posts). I'm sure one presence in the house was my dad's but there were other presences that just felt very uneasy and unfamiliar with. There would be nights where I would lie in bed and feel like someone else was in the room watching me and it was just this heavy presence like their face was just inches from mine.
There were also a lot of times where as soon as I felt a presence, anywhere and anytime, something unexplainable would happen. So after the 2003 haunting, I tried to improve on this ability, but the activity subsided significantly until 2006. A friend and myself went on a ghost hunt at my place (which is a large plot) and when we walked by this one old structure on the property, I felt a very strong presence coming from it and I snapped a photo (which I will share in my next post). My friend did the same and caught nothing. My photo caught orbs, strange mist/smoke and a shadow figure in the window...all clear as day.
However shortly after taking the picture I saw the same figure standing next to my bed in the middle of the night and it terrified me so much that I started avoiding this ability of mine, and tried running away from it. But over the years since then after doing research and getting a better understanding of the paranormal I have recently regretted shunning my ability. However, after doing research, it has raised a few questions:
1. If this truly is a gift that I have, how can I improve it and master it without triggering anything beyond my control? (who do I talk to, what do I do, how do I make sure whoever helps me is legit and not a poser)
2. Could this "gift" make me a magnet for paranormal activity? Are these entities trying to use me as a channel to get noticed in our world? As I said, when I feel presences sometimes strange things would happen even in places with no prior history of paranormal activity. And the people with me at the time won't feel anything but will also witness the same strange occurrences I do.
3. Could this be psychic/clairvoyant abilities that I have yet to properly utilize?
I have always been able to pick up on...let's call it "energies", both in a paranormal and non-paranormal context. I wouldn't attribute it to anything psychic or clairvoyant because I don't think it's advanced enough to fall under those abilities (but then again I'm not too clued up on this branch of the paranormal).
I only really noticed this ability around 9 or 10 years old, shortly after my father passed away, but my family insist I have been able to do this well before that time (however they never believed it was anything paranormal until the haunting of 2010).
When my dad passed away, I'm sure it did trigger a series of paranormal events to take place (which I will share with you all in future posts). I'm sure one presence in the house was my dad's but there were other presences that just felt very uneasy and unfamiliar with. There would be nights where I would lie in bed and feel like someone else was in the room watching me and it was just this heavy presence like their face was just inches from mine.
There were also a lot of times where as soon as I felt a presence, anywhere and anytime, something unexplainable would happen. So after the 2003 haunting, I tried to improve on this ability, but the activity subsided significantly until 2006. A friend and myself went on a ghost hunt at my place (which is a large plot) and when we walked by this one old structure on the property, I felt a very strong presence coming from it and I snapped a photo (which I will share in my next post). My friend did the same and caught nothing. My photo caught orbs, strange mist/smoke and a shadow figure in the window...all clear as day.
However shortly after taking the picture I saw the same figure standing next to my bed in the middle of the night and it terrified me so much that I started avoiding this ability of mine, and tried running away from it. But over the years since then after doing research and getting a better understanding of the paranormal I have recently regretted shunning my ability. However, after doing research, it has raised a few questions:
1. If this truly is a gift that I have, how can I improve it and master it without triggering anything beyond my control? (who do I talk to, what do I do, how do I make sure whoever helps me is legit and not a poser)
2. Could this "gift" make me a magnet for paranormal activity? Are these entities trying to use me as a channel to get noticed in our world? As I said, when I feel presences sometimes strange things would happen even in places with no prior history of paranormal activity. And the people with me at the time won't feel anything but will also witness the same strange occurrences I do.
3. Could this be psychic/clairvoyant abilities that I have yet to properly utilize?